Called to check on Dad today. The male nurse told Mum they have discovered the Cancer has spread. Where to he couldnt say. He then went onto say hes very very poorly and the Dr wants to talk to us all tomorrow afternoon. The last thing the nurse said was that it doesnt look good...hes very very sleepy. Mum has automatically thought the worst. That this means hes passing away and the talk the Dr wants with all of us is to tell us theres nothing more they can do. I tried all day leaving myself emotionally drained to get her out of this mindset to no avail. I told Gray everything and hes decided hes going to go alone to hear it as with Mum breaking down in the Drs office will distract attn away from getting answers to much needed to be asked questions. Mums agreed and now comes a sleepless night and a day waiting in hell... **God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time; Enjoying one moment at a time; Accepting hardships as the pathway peace; Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it; Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His Will; That I may be reasonably happy in th life and supremely happy with Him Forever in the next. Amen.**